Chug, Chug.
Buy cheap booze
And chug until all the pain goes away.
You’re never yourself.
You don’t ever wanna be yourself again.
You never knew how to smile.
So now you forget how to cry.
At least now you can smile when you’re drunk.
When you were yourself,
There was too much pain,
So now
You throw it all away.
Drown it with sweet toxic.
Let your old self die of poison.
You’re now Comfortably Numb.
You don’t vomit when you’re drunk.
You vomit when it’s been a couple days
And you’ve had absolutely none.
And at that point,
Two drinks is nothing but a tease.
You’re on the verge of dying
When those few drops leave.
You shake, shiver,
You feel like you’re gonna freeze
To death.
But once you gain back your continuous supply,
All is well.
You just better damn well keep it up.
You’re a fucking drunkard and there’s no turning back.
You now drink to live.
To drink is a higher priority than to eat.
You lock every door
At the end of the day
And you shut everyone out.
You open the can or the bottle
And listen to angry or melancholic songs.
You find yourself having a drink as soon as you wake up.
You can’t function without it.
You find yourself chugging in public bathroom stalls.
You can’t function without it.
It’s too late to quit.
You see it’s easier to give in,
And so you give in.
At least you’ll never cry again.
A drunken smile is better than none;
It might just be worth it.
You’re only functional as an alcoholic.